Something Wrong

Feel so different, now like I haven't anyone who care with me. I love them, but now? I feel something wrong with them. may they are not comfort with me again? Oh god please give me a clue. I'm just trying to give the best to them, provide for their happiness, but now there is only a fake smile.  I only can give a fake smile, and maybe they are also so. I just wanted to laugh out loud again, together again, and all we've ever done. But maybe that's just wishful thinking that will not be achieved. They started ignoring me, I do not consider any of them. Maybe I'm just a nuisance for them. Oh god is this just my feelings or the fact that? Please, give me a clue: (